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Jennifer Searls

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May 17, 2013

Evidence of Things Not Seen

Alaska, Window Thinking

I read Anne Lamott’s latest book Help, Thanks, Wow: The Three Essential Prayers during a stretch of gorgeous March weather. The days here in Anchorage were getting longer, the sky was blue and the sun was shining. One afternoon Ethan and I even squeezed fresh lemonade and set it outside to chill. There were still …

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May 14, 2013

Taking Off My Shoes and Finding Home

Window Thinking

Country Road take me home, to the place I belong….. John Denver In April we flew to Oregon and spent 2+ weeks fully immersed in an unusually warm and absolutely glorious Oregon spring. We left piles of Alaska snow and a string of days stretched backward to months spanning a very long, white and cold winter. …

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April 5, 2013

Leaning In & Looking Back

Alaska, Window Thinking

The other day I watched through the window as an older lady and her caregiver navigated the narrow path of dry, bare pavement that etched its way through our snowy, ice-packed street. The older lady was using a walker to aid her steps and all of the sudden I remembered: This picture was taken the …

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March 13, 2013

Hanging Out My Laundry: thankyouthankyouthankyou!!

brain injury, Reading, Window Thinking

Ethan and I were in the hospital the morning after his birth when the doctor on call for our family practice clinic came to check on him. I was surprised to see this doctor because he did not practice in our clinic, but at a clinic in a nearby town. He’s a long time family …

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March 10, 2013

I’m Pregnant But Don’t Tell My Mom: A Broken Hallelujah

brain injury, Grief, Window Thinking

I had a bunch of broken ribs when I was pregnant with Ethan. I have no memory of the car accident that broke the ribs, but I remember the first trimester + broken ribs. I found out I was pregnant the day before the accident. After a long, hot June Saturday tromping through central Oregon …

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March 1, 2013

Marking 6 Months and Finding Home

Window Thinking

The word home summons up a place….that you have rich and complex feelings about, a place where you feel, or did feel once, uniquely at home, which is to say a place where you feel you belong and that in some sense belongs to you, a place where you feel that all is somehow ultimately …

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February 19, 2013

Build A Bear Snow Child: Living the Adventure

Reading

My favorite lines in The Hobbit come at the very beginning of the story when Gandalf seeks out Bilbo and asks him to join him on an adventure: I am looking for someone to share in an adventure that I am arranging, and it’s very difficult to find anyone. I should think so–in these parts! …

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February 15, 2013

Hope In Half A Banana

Grief, Window Thinking

I think we lose sight of the beauty, the most beautiful things I look back on in my life are coming out from underneath things I didn’t know I could get out from underneath. You know, the moments I look back in my life, and think, those were the moments that made me — were …

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February 11, 2013

Joyfully Living in Maximum Slope

Alaska, Seasons

In the seemingly endless grey days of a typical Portland winter I struggle with seasonal affective disorder and a few winters ago I began using  this lamp to help me cope. Needless to say, when we moved to Alaska I packed it with an anxious eye toward the infamous short days ahead. In the heart of our …

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February 10, 2013

#alaskamagic

Alaska

Last weekend I snapped this picture with my phone and uploaded it to Facebook: “Awesome way to start the day.” It was 10:30 on a blue-sky Saturday morning in Anchorage, Alaska. While the boys skied with their jr nordic peers, David and I headed out on the trails ourselves. Indeed, it was an awesome way to start …

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February 1, 2013

Losing the Map and Finding the Way Home

brain injury, Window Thinking

I saw a picture of a handsome curly-haired birthday boy on Facebook last week. When his Teacher-Mom took her maternity leave 10 years ago, I took my first teaching job – hired to teach her 4th grade class. I loved teaching. The challenges, the relationships, the creativity, the opportunities. My imagination easily skipped ahead and framed …

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